Saturday, April 5, 2014

Happiness is~

Birthday's Birthday's and More Birthday's!!

At this time our family's birthdays are: 1 in January, 2 in February, 3 in March, 2 in May and 2 in August!! They are all so so so close together. 

Anyways, Mr. Blue eyes turned 4 last Sunday. Can't believe he was two when we got him. Seems like it has taken forever, yet time has flown. Weird how that works. Baby B will have a birthday in May, so we are combining their parties mid-April. 

Kayci had spring break this week. Love Love LOVE having her here. She is such a completion of our family. So happy and helpful...I am so so blessed. 

Our court date for my littles came this week. YAY!!! We can now move on with adoption. I have been told that can take anywhere up to a year...that I am not happy about. 

People keep asking me if I'm happy...of course I'm ecstatic!!  BUT...I feel so lost right now. I'm not sure how to wrap my head around all this. I never dreamed this day would finally come and now that its here, I'm not sure how to treat it.  I have given my heart, sleep, time, money, home....every piece of my being to these children. They have been my every day in life. I'm not the selfish type.  Being adopted myself, I want the kids to "know" their biological family. But I also want them protected. They are so young and innocent. My mama bear comes out when I think about their emotions and how young they are. I am in a tough place with what's OK and whens OK. I'm a people pleaser and want everyone to be happy, but in this way of life...I don't think that will happen. I love the kid's family and I really hope the future is bright for all involved! 


We had the kids pictures done today! Best photographer EVER!! Love Emarie Photography! Check her out, you won't be disappointed! Pictures to come...

We are all snuggled in tonight...watching a classic with the big girls. PRINCESS BRIDE!! It makes me miss my high school friends. All the memories come flooding back with this movie! We need a reunion!!! Like I need anything else on my plate, but that just might have to be in the works!!

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